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my job performance evaluation (probable):

interim boss: anthony, i have to be honest. i’m really not too familiar with what you’ve been doing. have you been keeping busy?

me: sure, i guess.

interim boss: OK, good. make sure you stay busy.

me: do i go now?

interim boss: what do you think your co-workers think about you?

me: i don’t know. they usually just tell me to make sure i keep busy.

interim boss: and are you?

me: am i what?

interim boss: keeping busy?

me: sure, i guess.

interim boss: and how much are we paying you?

me: not nearly enough.

interim boss: well, make sure you stay busy, then. if you need anything, let me know.

me: i go now, right?

runaway train
call you up in the middle of the night
like a firefly without a light
you were there like a slow torch burning
i was a key that could use a little turning

so tired that i couldn’t even sleep
so many secrets i couldn’t keep
promised myself i wouldn’t weep
one more promise i couldn’t keep

it seems no one can help me now
i’m in too deep
there’s no way out
this time i have really led myself astray

runaway train never going back
wrong way on a one way track
seems like i should be getting somewhere
somehow i’m neither here no there

can you help me remember how to smile
make it somehow all seem worthwhile
how on earth did i get so jaded
life’s mystery seems so faded

i can go where no one else can go
i know what no one else knows
here I am just drownin’ in the rain
with a ticket for a runaway train

everything is cut and dry
day and night, earth and sky
somehow i just don’t believe it

bought a ticket for a runaway train
like a madman laughin’ at the rain
little out of touch, little insane
just easier than dealing with the pain

runaway train never comin’ back
runaway train tearin’ up the track
runaway train burnin’ in my veins
runaway but it always seems the same